Amex seems worried. He keeps asking me if I’m okay because I’ve been looking down lately. I’m okay though lol I don’t know what he’s seeing. He asked me out for dinner tomorrow night ..he’s leaving on Thursday night and by the time he gets back I will probably be working at the place I got offered to work at. I’m going to miss him. He says he tried calling me five times last night but it was going straight to voicemail, I’m not sure what was going on but he seems to really start caring more when I stop talking to him.
I think Amex and I are seriously done. No flirting, teasing or touching in about two days now. We’ve been talking to each other normally, it isn’t weird at all. I called him a dick in front of the other employees though ..it is kind of hard being normal around someone you’ve been out with before because I’m comfortable around him now. I guess I kind of do see what the other employees saw now, we are reallyyyy way too comfortable around one another. Everyone else is polite to him but when we speak I’ll tell him to fuck off and we’ll joke around and stuff lol. Oh well.
Got offered a job. Such a relief. Now I just need to get let go of from this job ..
Went out for dinner. Watched a movie. Spoke to Amex, he told me to call him after the movie. Called him after the movie and he was watching the game so I asked him if he wanted me to join him and he says yeah sure and then he asks if he has to drop me home so I said of course.
He then says ‘I’m tired actually, go home and we can hang out tomorrow.’
No. FUCK YOU. Fucking lazy ass bullshitter. I am fucking quitting my job because I’m tired of those dumbass people and I’m done with Amex. It was fucking lovely while it lasted but that ticked me off. Lazy ass mothrfucker couldn’t even drop me home. Fuck you. Today will be my last day at work. I can’t deal anymore. We were supposed to hang out last night, you fell asleep cool. Were supposed to hang out tonight but because you have to drop me home you’re suddenly tired. Okay. I can take a hint. I’ll just leave you alone then, you can get all the sleep you want now.
Goodnight girls. Hope your sd’s and pots are treating you WAY better. No amount of money is worth putting up with someone’s bullshit.
Did not see Amex last night. He fell asleep after work. He asked me why I didn’t call him but even if I did it wouldn’t have made a difference because he was tired ..
He wants to see me tonight. Idk. I’m going out for sushi with a few friends and right now I’m pretty upset with him over something that happened at work. I’m contemplating quitting ..it was that fucked up. I just don’t want to quit without having a backup job available but yeah what happened really had me fuming and I wish I could go into detail but I can’t.
When he calls I’m going to try and get an explanation about it and if he manages to calm me down I’ll go see him after dinner. I’m not sure I want to see him though ..he better have a good ass explanation.
Oh lord. Just got asked if I’m willing to travel to the Dominican Republic ! Um hell yes I am !
(not Amex though)
Supposed to be going out tonight. Can’t reach the girl I’m going with nor can I reach the person that is supposed to get me into the club. I refuse to pay to get in so if I cannot reach her I’ll be stuck home and really upset. :(
It isn’t that I don’t have the money to pay or anything it’s just that it costs 100 bucks to get in and I can buy a pair of shoes with that money .. Plus, it isn’t that amazing of a club for me to even want to pay for entry.
Wore my watch to work and a coworker asked me how much I paid for it. Bitch, mind your business. -_-
